Last week and part of this past weekend was difficult for me; I'm glad to still be standing though, strong and trying to move forward.
I've been dealing with depression for years, and it has its ups and downs. I tell a handful of people that I'm close to, that the symptoms can make my mind fuzzy, and creates tiredness, on top of that I end up not feeling like me when I'm in the deep of these episodes. During this last one I had even gotten angry, irritated, and frustrated and I knew I was dealing with something here, unfortunately. I don't like any of those feelings, but it is part of depression sometimes. I don't know what started this period of these episodes of my depression, but now I am glad to be on the better side of it.
We all hear "it'll be ok" and "it'll get better" which I do believe for myself and others, but I do believe in first we have to know that it'll get better and try whatever we can to feel good. While I was feeling like a thousand pounds of stone were dragging me down, I worked all week on adding more to this website and that was challenging, but I did it. I am doing well again, and I do learn how to deal with this sometimes, a little better.
I am sharing this for anyone who is going through this or having similar situations, that you're not alone in this. If you're suffering through anything, talk to someone that you can trust.
